1. Seeing you was actually a lot harder to do then i thought it might be. I was so ready to be mean and horrible, but once it happend i lost all feeling in my tounge and my stomach actually did a flip. Everyone is always saying "oh guess who i saw today.." and i think the reason that i haven't ever seen you until now is because i was looking for you. It's one of those stupid things. When you stop searching you find what you were looking for all along. I'm glad, in this case that i have stopped looking, even if it ended up that i had to see you to get my closure. However knowing i'm going to see you in a month again, i'm not to fond of. I'll suck it up and stick it out for him, because i do love him & miss him dearly and just a chance to see him is amazing.. You however, take your fish and keep it on the other side of the room from me.I want it to be a good time and partially be my day also, for that sake i will act as mature as possible.
2. I miss you. Plain and simple.
3. I'd like to think i'm immune to this game you're playing, or trying to play with me. It's the story of my life, i already know how it's going to end. What i do however find funny is the fact i think i want to play it back at you in hopes that maybe i'll win. Good thing i havent put 100% into hoping it will turn out for the better, i'm all for breaking your heart.. Game on.
i hate that all the feelings i have bottled up right now are all about males. Get a life.
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